TRIGGER WARNING: Mention of gang rape
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In the Walmart parking lot, under the fluorescent glow
I waited for a friend, time moving slow
A black Mercedes pulled up, it’s presence stark
In an instant, my world turned dark
They grabbed my hair, yanked me inside
Three men, their intentions couldn’t hide
The ride was a blur, a disjointed scene
A nightmare unfolding, cruel and obscene
Tag teaming me, like a doll, no care
Their laughter echoed, a chilling affair
Threats followed, whispered and loud
Then they threw me out, discarded, cowed
I don’t recall how I made my way back
To my car, where safety lacked
The clock had ticked past shelter’s close
Punishing me further, adding to my woes
Late to the place I called my refuge
The shelter’s rules, harsh and huge
No call, no plea, could alter their stance
Kicked out, left to fate’s dark dance
I wandered the streets, my heart a stone
A hollow echo, feeling alone
Bruised in body, shattered in soul
Trying to grasp some semblance of control
How could I explain, to those who won’t hear?
The depth of the trauma, the root of my fear
Authority failed me, time and time again
A cycle of pain, no way to defend
Yet in the shadows, a flicker of light
A whisper of hope, igniting the night
Though the world seems harsh, and often unkind
I search for strength, in the corners of my mind
For I am a survivor, through every assault
My spirit endures, despite the tumult
Each wound a lesson, each scar a tale
Of resilience blooming, where others would fail
I will rise from this darkness, find my own way
Reclaiming my life, come what may
The shelter’s doors may close, but others will open
With every step forward, my strength outspoken
For in the heart of despair, courage is born
A warrior’s spirit, weathered and worn
I am more than a victim, I am the storm
Unyielding, enduring, in every form
So, I walk forward, despite the night
Holding onto hope, with all my might
In every challenge, I find my ground
In the symphony of survival, my voice resounds
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