Walls Up

In the depths of my soul, a paradox resides

A longing for connection, yet trust subsides

Unable to trust, my heart feels confined

Seeking solitude, a sanctuary I find

For the scars of betrayal run deep within

A cautionary tale, a lesson lived again

I build walls around me, a fortress so tall

To protect my emotions, guard against the fall

Alone I wander, in my self-imposed retreat

A shield for my heart, a bittersweet feat

In the silence, I find solace and peace

A respite from the pain, a much-needed release

But in the corners of my mind, a craving stirs

A yearning for connection, an ache that occurs

For as humans, we long for bonds to ignite

To be seen, understood, to feel a sense of light

Yet the fear lingers, a shadow in my core

Can I trust again, or will I be hurt once more?

In this delicate dance, my heart remains torn

Between protecting myself and the desire to be reborn

So I navigate this journey, with caution and care

Seeking balance in a world that seems unfair

Learning to trust myself, my instincts, my voice

As I navigate the complexities of this choice

For in the midst of solitude, a longing grows

To find souls who understand, who walk in similar throes

But until that time, I’ll embrace my own company

Nurturing my spirit, setting my heart free

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