In the crucible of pain, I found my light
Through shadows deep, emerged a soul contrite
From trauma’s grasp, I rose, reborn and true
Empathy, love, and loyalty imbued
Scars etched upon my heart, a map of woe
Yet seeds of strength within them grow
In darkest hours I found my guiding flame
Transformed by turmoil, never quite the same
Through shattered pieces, empathy found its voice
Love, a beacon in the midst of noise
Loyalty forged in fires that once consumed
From depths of sorrow, virtues bloomed
So, though I wouldn’t wish such trials anew
From the crucible of pain, a better self I drew
Empathy, love, and loyalty, my guiding grace
Born from places where darkness once held its embrace
The empathy deep within me was created due to my traumatic life. It's quite common for survivors of trauma to end up with immense empathy. I don't wish traumatic events on anyone, so please don't take this the wrong way, but without my life experiences, I wouldn't be who I am today. Every trauma, every hurt, every time I hurt someone else, every place I've been and every experience I've endured, has made me who I am today. I am a woman full of passion, purpose and love, and I have big goals and dreams. I work towards becoming a better person every single day. Maybe I could've had this if I was raised in a loving and healthy environment, I don't know. But I do know that God puts people on this Earth for a purpose, and while not fair (human thinking) I don't believe my life is meant to be fulfilled in the way I wish it were; a family, a husband, fairytales and romantic love, maybe I was put here to allow that to happen for other people. Maybe it's also my people-pleasing tendencies writing this. What I do know, is that I will never stop trying to make the world a better place. I do know that Jesus walked this Earth feeling alone, ridiculed, and was mocked. He did not come here with the purpose of happiness and fulfillment, or to fall in love and have a family. He came here to save us. I'm not comparing myself to Him, I'm just saying that it's likely my purpose for being here; to save other people. To be vulnerable and advocate for others. If you are not religious, I apologize. These are my beliefs, but your beliefs are valid, too. We can coexist. :)
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