Alone was once a fearful thought
A daunting place
Loneliness whispered
Darkness embraced
One step at a time
A journey of self-discovery
Now treasured
A solace, a sanctuary
Every moment cherished
In solitude’s embrace
Won’t kill me
But strengthen
A newfound grace
In the quiet
In the peace
Comfort is found
Too short to dwell in misery
Life’s true grand
I really used to latch on to everyone I could. I thought that I couldn't be alone, that I wasn't capable of being independent, and that my worth was defined by someone else loving me. I now find myself wondering how I would even fit someone into my life. I wonder how I could ever fully be myself with someone, now that I'm finally getting so comfortable with myself. I love myself. I love who I'm working on becoming, and I love how I've overcome so much, with such minimal support, while feeling lonely and abandoned. I love how I found my own worth, and despite everyone I "Loved" continually telling me my life didn't matter, I found a way to pull myself out, and I continue to pull myself out, and rely on myself for my needs and my wants. Being alone will not kill you. It may feel like it sometimes, but it won't.
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