On New Year’s Day, the sun rises anew
But in my heart, the sorrow still brews
I slept through yesterday, dreading the dawn
Another year without you, a pain so drawn
Struggles ahead, time passing by
Without you near, I don’t know why
Moving forward feels like a daunting task
In the shadows of grief, a difficult mask
Radical acceptance, a concept so bold
Yet in the absence of you, it’s hard to hold
Missing you deeply, yearning for your touch
New Year’s challenges, feeling like too much
But in the quiet moments, I find a glimmer of light
A reminder of love, shining so bright
Though you’re not here, I carry you near
In my heart, in my soul, forever, my dear
I wish the new year was starting off for my readers in a positive note. Just know that this is the aftermath of issues I have struggled with. I miss my son, I live alone, and holidays are always super rough for me. I hope that everyone had a fantabulous New Years, and that there are not too many people hung over, in jail or suffering the consequences of their night. I, too, was once young and dumb, and I know the things I've done in my life, so no judgment here. I hope this year is everything you all need and want it to be.
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