I don’t know who you are, where you are, or when we will meet, but I know that you are the one for me. You are the one who will love me unconditionally, respect me as an equal, support me in my dreams, and make me laugh when I need it the most.
I can’t wait to share my life with you, to grow old with you, to create memories with you. But I also want to warn you that it won’t be easy. I have been through a lot of turmoil and chaos in my life, and it has left me with scars that are hard to heal. I have extreme trust issues, and I will probably push you away, repeatedly. I will test you, doubt you, and challenge you. I will be afraid to open up to you, to let you in, to be vulnerable with you.
Please don’t stop trying. Please don’t give up on me. Please don’t let me push you away. I promise that if you can break down those walls that I have built around my heart, that you will experience a love you never knew existed. I have so much love to give, and I give my all when I love someone. You will be my everything, my reason, my partner, my soul mate.
But I also want you to know that I am working on myself, too. I am trying to heal from my past, to learn to love myself, to overcome my fears. I am trying to be the best version of myself, for you and for me. I am trying to be ready for you, to be worthy of you, to be happy with you.
Please, dear future husband, don’t stop trying. I want you; I need you; I love you. I’m just afraid. But I hope that one day we will find each other, and we will face our fears together. Until then, I will keep you in my prayers, in my dreams, and in my heart.
Your Future Wife,
(Name Kept Private)
I’m uncertain about what lies ahead in my love life, but I’m beginning to contemplate it. While I don’t depend on having a man in my life, I do desire one. As I navigate through why I’m fixated on a past love who doesn’t feel the same way, I aim to prepare myself for a future relationship. To avoid any potential mistakes, I realize the importance of self-improvement. Ultimately, my goal is to embrace love wholeheartedly.
I sense that an explanation may be necessary, prompting me to write this letter. I am determined not to jeopardize another opportunity for my own happiness. I am prepared to embrace joy, love, and the delight of receiving his messages and calls. I long for someone who considers me a top priority, responds promptly, is certain about me, and cherishes my presence. Someone who will fight for me. I yearn for a love that mirrors the depth of my own.
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