I changed myself to suit your needs
Abandoned my morals, ignored my creeds
I bent to keep you from lashing out
But my true self suffered, filled with doubt
The strip club, the cocaine, the pain I endured
Every slap, every punch, every word that was slurred
I became someone I didn’t recognize
Just to keep the peace, to avoid your lies
But now I see that I can’t live this way
I won’t let your darkness lead me astray
I’ll reclaim myself, my likes and dislikes
No longer will I be subject to your strikes
I’ll break free from this cycle of abuse
No longer will I make excuses or refuse
To be the person I was meant to be
Unapologetically, authentically me
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